the poet
Heidi Beck grew up in a small New Hampshire town – emigrating to the UK in 1998, where she now lives in Bristol. She holds an MA in English Literature from the University of Chicago, and an MA in Creative Writing from Bath Spa University. Her poems have been published in The Rialto, Magma, Poetry Ireland Review, The North, Butcher's Dog, Finished Creatures, Under the Radar and The Alchemy Spoon. Heidi also has poems with The Friday Poem and And Other Poems. She was longlisted in the 2020 UK National Poetry Competition.
the poems
Hunting Season
A girl steps from a yellow bus
at Loon Pond Road, anticipating
a long walk home—down the hill,
around the pond, past the swamp
with the beaver dam, the final stretch
just woods—with her heavy bag of books.
It’s hunting season, and the men
are out in pick-up trucks, stalking
through the woods with ammo, scopes
and shotguns, dressed in their camo,
carrying coolers stuffed with cans
of Budweiser, Coors, Tuborg Gold.
The girl puts on a safety vest, flimsy
fabric in fluorescent orange, begins
to sing—Supertramp, Fleetwood Mac,
all the lyrics to Evita—loud and long,
so they hear she is not a deer, so loud
she does not hear the pick-up truck slow
behind her. It pulls ahead, stops,
just past the swamp. Hello, Honey,
where you heading to? She smells
the beer as they corral her. Let us help,
all smiles and hands. The book bag drops,
the vest falls off, she’s on her knees,
white rump to the air, trying to keep
her tail down. She shakes her head,
now fuzzy and furred, nose dark as dirt,
everything narrowed. Her ears stretch,
eyes widen, gaze becomes fixed,
the world slows. She remains still,
their laughter like an echo, then lifts
herself on spindly legs, fragile bones
at risk as she attempts to kick, hooves
flailing. She tries to buck and punch,
awkward in these limbs. Flanks damp,
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