the poet
John Glenday is the author of four collections of poetry. His most recent, The Golden Mean, was shortlisted for the Saltire Scottish Poetry Book of the Year and won the Roehampton Poetry Prize, both in 2016. His Selected Poems appeared in 2020. John runs a weekly 'walking and writing' workshop for men with mental health issues.
the poems
The Walkers
As soon as we had died, we decided to walk home.
A white tatterflag marked where each journey began.
It was a slow business, so much water to be crossed,
so many dirt roads followed. We walked together but alone.
You must understand – we can never be passengers any more.
Even the smallest children had to make their own way
to their graves, through acres and acres of sunflowers
somehow no longer pretty. A soldier cradled a cigarette, a teddy bear
and his gun. He didn’t see us pass, our light was far too thin.
We skirted villages and cities, traced the meanderings of rivers.
But beyond it all, the voices of our loved ones called
so we flowed through borders like the wind through railings
and when impassable mountain marked the way,
soared above their peaks like flocks of cloud, like shoals of rain.
In time, the fields and woods grew weary and the sea began –
you could tell we were home by the way our shadows leaned.
We gathered like craneflies in the windowlight of familiar rooms,
grieving for all the things we could never hold again.
Forgive us for coming back. We didn’t travel all this way
to break your hearts. We came to ask if you might heal the world.
For My Wife,
Reading in Bed
I know we’re living through all the dark we can afford.
Thank goodness, then, for this moment’s light
and you, holding the night at bay – a hint of frown,
those focused hands, that open book.
I’ll match your inward quiet, breath for breath.
What else do we have but words and their absences
to bind and unfasten the knotwork of the heart;
to remind us how mutual and alone we are, how tiny
and significant? Whatever it is you are reading now
my love, read on. Our lives depend on it.
fluorescent sea
After M C Escher
Some sort of perturbation on the other side
has leached into the visible.
The lower sky worn grey
by whatever is going on behind.
As with contentment, the sea forever pretending to arrive
but never actually here.
Even as we speak
dark waves are foundering into voice and light.
Remarkable how even beauty can grow tiresome,
given time.
Eventually
we’ll have no option but to look away.
Meanwhile, the north stars point to somewhere
next to north.
Publishing credits
The Walkers: The Golden Mean (Picador Poetry)
For My Wife, Reading in Bed: Off the Shelf – A Celebration of Bookshops
in Verse (Picador Poetry)
fluorescent sea: exclusive first publication by iamb
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