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Colin Dardis

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summer

2020

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Colin Dardis is a poet, editor and sound artist based in Belfast. He's been listed in the Seamus Heaney Award for New Writing, Over The Edge New Writer of the Year Award and Best Reviewer of Literature, Saboteur Awards 2018, and published widely in Ireland, the UK and the US. Colin co-runs Poetry NI, a multimedia poetry platform, co-edits FourXFour Poetry Journal, and co-hosts the monthly open mic night, Purely Poetry. His latest collection is The Dogs of Humanity.

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the poems

The Unforgettable Dog

00:00 / 02:05

I told you the story of that day, remember,

the one with us on the sandstone promenade,

the bay’s breath hushed, just for us. And how

into the day came one remarkable dog,

alone, no collar, no tag, no visible owner.


He held a gnarled tennis ball,

tracking beside us, the request obvious.

And how we marvelled at this dog

running and leaping, corkscrewing backwards

mid-air, to snatch the ball in his God-crafted jaws

every time. Our smiles grew. And then he ran off,

disappeared over the rocks and back to a home

of which we would never know.


I told you our story, of these few minutes.

You could not remember. Knew of no dog,

denied the beach, dredged out the bay.

And because you could not remember,

never beside me, never with some dog,

then it did not happen; the story undone

in one simple act of forgetting.


The experience shared is the memory shared

and without memory, who do we become?


Perhaps you ran off too, somewhere,

over the rocks, away from pools and foam;

or perhaps the tide came in, unseen,

to wash you clear of my life,

leaving me astray, astounded,

observing, remembering a lie.

Stages

00:00 / 01:27

Back then, you would go through the stages:

the voice box, the hair sprouts, the growth spurts;

now, you just stage passing Go

and pretend to hit all the required stations

while collecting your pay check at the end of the month.


And the thing about a Monopoly board

is that it’s really a circle,

and the only way out is either bankruptcy or jail.

Some of us get to land on Mayfair

or Park Avenue, but most sure can’t afford

to stay there very long.

The rent collectors are out with their long knives

and the taxman is looking

to take everything you inherited:

from your father’s shoelaces

to your mother’s good graces and charm.


But I hid everything

in a deposit box somewhere,

left it to rust

and utilised nothing of my fortune;

that’s why I’m such

a miserable wretch nowadays:

the dregs of the dogs,

down to his last stage

There are no refunds, no guarantors,

and no one to underwrite your screw-ups.

God is coming to collect

and the riches He expects

won’t be found in your pockets.

The Humane Animal

00:00 / 01:23

How many are dying tonight?


How many tonight are listening

to make sure someone else is still breathing,

the dark seconds of void

where neither breath nor movement exist

and the other side of the bed

is the unconquerable distance

of a consciousness.


How many can’t sleep tonight?

How many are unable to lay

despite their blackout curtains

drawn to the world,

the futility of fresh sheets

and lumbar support as useless

as an alarm clock for insomniacs.


How many are scared tonight?

How many want to burrow into the nest

like the newly-hatched cuckoo

and cry the loudest in order to be fed,

waiting to be recognised

as an imposter amongst the living

and thrown out of their present.


How many are unanswered tonight?


We all are. We all are. We all are.

Publishing credits

The Unforgettable Dog: the x of y (Eyewear Publishing)

Stages / The Humane Animal: The Dogs of Humanity

  (Fly on the Wall Press)

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